Life Update

Health: Poor
I skipped all classes today and slept from the time I got back on campus until 3. :) I feel much better. It's amazing the wonders sleep can do for you. Even though everyone's still convinced I have H1N1 and should be isolated. Meh. I'm fine, honest. I have stuff to get done.

Morality: Not too bad I suppose
I miss Jordan but that's kind of a constant thing anymore, I guess I can't really fix it. Unless I just dropped out and moved home, which gets more and more tempting every time I have to come back to Coe. But alas, I have an education to complete.

Love life: Fantastic
I couldn't have asked for a better man. He's everything I could have ever wanted. When I'm sick, he's there taking care of me and making sure everything is ok, at the risk of him getting exactly what I have (which usually happens). When I'm upset, he's always there to talk to, and tells me exactly what I need to hear. And he makes me laugh, so much. Sometimes I wonder what exactly is going on in his head.

Grades/School life: Meh.
I'm tired of school. I'm tired of homework, and how monotonous my days are. I wish I had the kind of major where I could watch movies every night and stay up late and not have to get anything done. But because I want to be a doctor, I have no free time. It's either homework, volunteering, or group meetings. And I'm not complaining, I really want to be a doctor and realize that this comes with it, I just wish I had time to truly relax (and being sick doesn't count). But I'm working for something that I really want, I just wish I could get to the good part now.

Everything else: Not too bad.
My friends are great, there's not too much drama in my life (and none of it is mine!). The holiday season is here and I CANNOT wait, I love the whole succession of Halloween/Thanksgiving/Christmas. :) I just want it to be Thanksgiving right now.

I Quit.

I'm tired of having to say goodbye to Jordan.
I don't know what I'm doing this summer, but I know I can't afford to do what I want to.
This means I will probably be stuck doing the job I have the past two summers, which I hate.
I want to complete the honors program here for my Med School application but I hate it.
I'm not learning anything in my honors class.
I got a C on a paper for honors that I thought deserved bettter.
My professor is old.
I'm tired of science. I'm not going to school to be a scientist, I'm going to school to be a doctor. Please teach me something about being a doctor.
I miss my boyfriend.

I quit.