Step Up 3 is an awesome movie. Even though…I had a problem with it being in 3D. One thing, the 3D stuff usually gives me a slight headache. And another thing, EVERY big movie these days is in 3D, which kind of takes away the magic of it. I’m not a huge fan of 3D, especially on certain movies, so when everything comes out in 3D it’s slightly annoying. And who wants to pay the higher ticket prices all the time?
So, I have jealousy issues. People who know me very well know this, and it causes a lot of problems in my life. It’s not that I’m jealous in the sense that if Jordan is talking to another girl I’ll go berserk. It’s more like if you ditch me for someone else, I’ll be really upset about it. It always seems like I’ll find this new group of people to spend my time with and I will just fall in love with them and have a great time around them. But then after a while I realize that they’re spending a lot of time with other people and not me. I get really hurt when I’m not included in things, which I know is partly my fault, but I also feel like people let me down a lot. I finally feel like I’m really important to them and that we could become really close and then they just…disappear. I’ve been having a lot of problems with jealousy this summer and I’m not a big fan. I feel like everyone that was once important in my life is suddenly walking out on me and moving on to someone more important than me. I become slightly angry at them, but mostly I’m just mad at myself because I don’t know what I do that makes everyone leave. The only person I can’t complain about is Jordan, he’s stuck with me through it all, and he understands how I’m feeling. If only it was an easy task to tell people how you feel…I hate hurting people’s feelings.
On a different note, it’s my last week of work! I’m so excited to be done, so I’ll probably be counting down the hours until Friday at 3:00. Then I’ve got one week off at home to get all my stuff packed up and it’s off to Cedar Rapids! I’m really excited to get back to school and see everyone, and this time Jordan will be coming with me! Hopefully we’ll find a church we like right away so we don’t miss out on that for long, and we’ll be able to explore everything the city has to offer young adults like us (meaning lots of trips out to Palisades-Kepler Park). I have a single too, so I don’t have to worry about roommate issues or keeping my things on my side of the room. I have it all to myself! I’m excited to get back and see my AOII sisters too, life just doesn’t seem the same without all of their…excitement. Recruitment is going to come up really fast and I can’t wait to meet all of our new members! Just everything about school is exciting to me now! Yeeeee!
I think I’ll leave it at that for now…maybe I’ll post another update tomorrow or something. It’ll be a post more on my thoughts than just what’s going on in my life, I know these posts probably aren’t terribly exciting.
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